AnonymousWell, thank you, what do you like about them?
Well, first of all, if you have people that have done you, don’t turn back to them. Or they will do you wrong again. So yea, there is something you learn from.
God, who are what is God? Some say its the bible, some say its mother nature, some even say there isn’t one. You wanna know what the word God means? God: It is a “creator” or “hire power”. There you have it, so technically I am a God. I mean I have “created” things before, that means I became a God that day. I am “creating” something right now as I type this Text. Technically are government is a type of God, they are a “hire power”. Someone who has more money than I, is Technically a God. So Technically every one is a God, if you have created something, or you are a boss of a company, you are Technically a God. But hey who am I to clam who or what God is. All I know is that the word “God” means a “creator” or “hire power”, so I didn’t say it, the word said it itself.
Why do things have to be this way, I do not understand….I finally get settled in, But then my Heat reach out to someone. Why does every thing have to be this way…Why do I always have to be the one to go to them…why cant they come to me? Why do I search for love, when it does not search for me? Why did you say those words to me? You can’t mean them, you don’t even know me. Why is it when I finally have every thing under control, something comes up to throw it off balance. I wish I could make my self move again, but I guess its not time :/. Why does fate have to be this way? I am sorry, your a great person, But I am not ready to make a move again…Why did I even get involved with something like this, now its on my mind night and day, but its ok, if this is fates will then let it be done. If its meant to be, are paths will one day cross again. Why am I not ready yet?…Why?
I cant believe I am going to risk it all Again. Is this the real deal? Again with the moving, Again with leaving people behind, Again for giving everything up for just one person,…..Again with all the sacrifices, Again to starting over, Again to falling in “Love”. This is what this “Again” is all about. This “Again” will be different,…I just know it will. Again with the hope…and Again with taking a step of faith into the unknown. Again to making all new friends….and Again with trying to fall in love. Someone is having to wait for me Again…why do you have to wait for all good things? He isn’t the only one doing all the waiting. Again I am having to wait for a new job, Again I am waiting to move for them, Again I am having to wait. But I know this person will be worth it all the more… “you know, its funny, if you take the “A” off of “Again”, you just have “Gain”, so maybe this time I will Gain love, and if I can Gain love from all of this,…then this “Again” is worth it all”. Here is to this Again :).
So why is it when you want something so bad, you have to wait for it? Why is it when its something you want really bad, it seems like it takes forever? When all in all your really not going to have to wait that long, but in reality, it seems like a life time…time works so funny doesn’t it :). It will all be OK soon, soon everything will be just right. Every thing happens just in time. You see fate is a funny thing to, even tho you might not like how she works sometimes, she always comes threw in the end.
Am I willing to give it another try. It has fallen apart once, and almost destroyed me. I told my self I would never do it again. That pain was so unreal, I thought I wouldn’t make it. Who would have thought that a broken heart could be so bad. I ask my self all the time, is it worth another try? Is it worth risking my heart once again? Is it worth all that pain? Is it worth it all? Well here is my opinion, “I think it is, if you truly wanna find love, you would go to the ends of the earth till you find it. You wouldn’t give up the first time you got burned. You would pick up the stick and start poking at the fire, or trow another stick in there, and risk getting burned once more. You see two things start to happen when you poke at a fire or throw another stick on it. It gets bigger and brighter, yea yea, you risk getting burned, but if your cold, you don’t care, all your looking for is the warmth from the fire, so never give up, don’t go cold, give it One More Try”.
Why is it when I like something, you hate it!?! Why is it when I say it’s good, you say its bad!?! Why cant I like just this one thing without you interfering with me!?! Why cant you just agree with me this one time!?! Why is it wrong, GIVE me a solid answer!!! Not just some random thought! Sometimes I Love the way you are, But some times I hate the way you think! Your blunt, you never beat around the bush, witch I love, But the thoughts you have toward other people are not good. You say set an example, FINE OK I WILL, I will do that by being me, and not you!
